Hang in there bro. Get things back on track, the toys will always be there. I feel for you, I can easily see getting myself in over my head too. Good luck, and stay strong my friend.Since I have a some time great benefits from work, I called the help line and got in contact with a counselor. He told me that most likely I have a condition called "process addiction". Next Tuesday we're having another meeting. And it's very easy to meet, since it's through an app on my phone. And best of all, it's free. I'm also going to talk to a financial advisor from the Dave Ramsey network to talk about how to get out of debt ASAP, budgeting, not borrowing any more money etc. I'm dedicating my extra money to get out of debt completely within the next 5 years (around $70-$80k) without borrowing a single dollar. My goal is to only have a mortgage payment and the essentials like food, water, light and gas. It's going to take dedication, strength, extra over time at work or money from side hussles, energy and focus. Luckily I'm a workaholic and when I set my mind to it, I can do it. I really love the hobby, but I just over did it today the point that it became a financial burden.